Authoritarian Political Idiological Animals.

I remember when I wrote this blog-entry:

'Given given given.'.

http://johncons-mirror.blogspot.com/2008/02/whats-word.html

Then I was a bit upset, I think I wrote it as soon as I got home.

I'm quite aware, since I'm used to managing a shop that had a lot of problems with robberies etc., so I sometimes pick up what people are saying behind my back.

And when I wrote this entry, in the link, I was upset, but it was a bit dirty what was said, so I didn't want to write what I heard.

But it was said by someone I think must have been a cop, maybe 40-50 y.o., in a quite load, complaining way, to a collegue, like standing in a kind of stake-out, so I could really just only hear the comment, and it seemed clear to me, that it was about me.

And that was, 'they should have just given him the whore.'.

And I didn't want to write that then, because that comment made me upset and angry.

Because I didn't think that people are just things you just give away.

I'm used to thinking that people have a mind of their own.

And a week or two before, I picked up, in a quite similar simulation, from someone I think must have been two cops, but this was said in a bit calmer tone, and that was, that I was 'someone they had used as a target-guy, and now they ..'.

But since I was into the subject of facism, then this reminded me on this comment, which I remember I though was like facist, since they are just talking about giving people away.

But I remeber in I think it must have been around August 2006, maybe, when I was walking, towards the Pier End, where I worked.

That I overheard, from someone I think must have been a cop in his 40s maybe, talking to his collegue, behind my back, that I was just a bastard, on the run, they sometimes added, and she was just a whore.

I thought they maybe meant someone in Norway.

But now I'm not sure.

But this commenting behind my back all the time, from Police, or what they are, it's not that amusing.

Because, even if my parents divorced when I was three, and even if my mother changed my last name when I was four or five, it doesn't mean I'm a bastard.

So I'm not sure if these people know what they are speaking about, when they are talking people down.

I think they are only just making up stuff, and if they for some reason have a bad day, then they make up some stuff, I think it seems like.

At least this is what I think I heard.

And I don't think my hearing is that bad.

So this is what seems to me was being said.

And I'm writing about a lot of stuff now, so I thought I could include all.

And also, I'm so much outdoors now, since I work from home.

And I'm writing on this blog all the time.

And I'm working with a legal case against my former employer, and comlaint-cases against the Governments in Norway and Britain.

So I'm a bit worried, that the Police, who are working on following me, for some reason, are probably p*ssed at me, since are probably getting bored, and I think they have been sounding sour from before.

So I'm a bit worried that they'll just kill me one day, or let someone else kill me.

Because there seems to be something going on, since the Police are so sour and inpatient, and are monitoring people for noe reason.

Because I havn't done anything wrong, as far as I know at least, so why they are f-ing with me like this, isn't that self-explainable to me.

But it could be that I'm wrong, since it seems like the Police are a bunch of facist pigs, from their comments.

That they are facist due to that they are just f-ing people around, using them as target-guys, against their will, and without informing them.

And that they are pigs, since they are labeling people behind their backs, calling them dirty words.

So I'm not sure if they are always this sour and impatient, or if they are like this all the time, because I think they are a bunch of facist pigs, from the way they are treating and refering to people.